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This is the REAL me.
(Perhaps the real me on a cyber plain.)
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(About everyday life.)
I'm just a normal person.
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This is the REAL me.
(Perhaps the real me on a cyber plain.)
Enjoy the read.
Comment.
Criticise.
Debate.
(About everyday life.)
I'm just a normal person.
* check left for the navigation *
My, my, how time flies by with no persistance. I am quite the little shrewd person that I turned out to be.
...
Okay, not exactly. But there are times when you've got to just "wing it". And that includes writing this up at my cousins...
I'm quite tired. Must sleep. zzzzzZZZZZZZzzzzzZZZzzzz...
Well, been long since I've been here. So, let's cut to the chase.
Not much had been happening, just the usual relief period between assignments. Thank goodness that's over. I can now relax a little for a while. But still, two final essays are due and I've got to work on those really soon.
What's up? Well, for one I'm beginning to have those type of feelings that, you know, you want to do something, but the off-chance of not doing it may just hurt you. I'm thinking of tutoring little ones piano lessons. But, of course, my own hindishgt prevents me, for I am quite awkward around kids, and sometimes I believe I'm not that good a teacher. I can't teach anyone anything if my life ever depended on it. But still, I'll get the money for it, and it wouldn't cost too much time for me to study for uni.
**le sigh** Oh yeah, and I just got back from my bebo.com profile, not many people know me! On the off-chance however, those who got the lower scores, it's only because on a few questions, two of the answers would definitely fit me, but one of them was what I was thinking about as correct. You people should know me better than that! ^_^
Anyone interested, homepage is at Bebo
Oh yeah, I've also added a tag board and last.fm updates so you'll know the music I'm into... or not. Shout Out!!
What is there to say? So much has been happening lately that I'm starting to get too ambitious for my own good. Well, it is for my own good... I guess.
Well, you've got both ups and downs in life. But if you think about it, there really aren't things that you wuld overly exaggerate. Like for instance, the fact that I don't have a job, my uni is creeping up on me, and the fact that I'm not appreciating things as far as I'm concerned is becoming very bothersome for me.
Still, I'm trying to use my time wisely (right now is no exception), but the fact that I'm doing things that I had wanted to do for eons is starting to rekindle in me. Besides, I guess it's for the greater good, once I get everything online.
/rant
I MUST FIND JOB!!! It's so hard finding one dammit!!!
/endrant
Anyway, to top everything off, I'm learning things that may be of use to me in future. Developing a lot of skills, and the future seems brighter everyday... little by little.
I'm back from the memories of yesteryear! Hurrah! Not much to say at this point of time as I am quite... bored actually. I could tell you about the travels I had for the past three months, but that is for another time. Memory don't serve me well this late at night.
Well, to begin with present day times, let's cut to the chase. University again. Hurrah /sarcasm
The joys of the education world. Now into my third week next week, and I'm all riled up for new things. For one, I'm trying to contribute more and gain some deep insights, rather than just sit, stare, and listen. Must talk for my own good!!
Getting a job. Or at least trying to. Do you know how hard it is to find a job that would accomodate for your own travel needs, and experiences. Hopefully I get some answers soon.
And the occasional daily routine that I must throw myself into the throng of it all. 'Nuff said.
The semseter's almost over. Although, I dread for its arrival. I haven't even started on some projects that are due, oh I don't know, next week! Me and my procrastinating ways. I'm sure I'll get to it soon. I hope...
Anyway, besides that, university's been... swell. What else am I supposed to say? It's been so fun I could skip down Candy Lane? Yeah, I'm being sardonic, but hey, this is how I feel: groggy on a rainy morning, having to wake up at five to refuel the car.
I just can't wait until December. Holiday!
HEAPS OF THINGS!!!
I finally got over that second presentation!
Oh, didn't mention it? Well, just two weeks after my first one, I had another one. It wasn't as bad as I thought it was. Well, kind of. I really have a slight phobia with talking to a 'large' group. Small groups I can handle. Less to manage and compose myself into.
Anyway, now all I need to worry about is the photo-essay due out in two weeks, the Flash animation I have to stick by, brainstorming on my concept proposal, and two more essays by the end of the semester. Plus with another project online, which I have absolutely no idea on what it is yet!
So many things, so little time. Just over a month to go! Time flies by so quickly you don't realise it! I'm shouting too much, am I?
Anyway, I hop I'm getting that Wacom Tablet I ordered. Although, the sad thing is, I didn't tell my parents about it yet, and I need the money. $120 worth! but then again, this is pretty good. It's the cheapest I've seen of a tablet compared to prices I've seen over the Net and E-Bay. And those are included with postage and handling. Order this $120 tablet and that's that!
I can't wait! Now I can actually draw on the computer without having too much time spent on perfecting every stroke with a mouse. Preferably I sketch my stuff then scan them, it's just cleaning and defining the pic that bugs me heaps. I guess that's why I'm steady with the mouse, having to use that as my drawing tool for so long. (Eight years worth!).
I. Am. Not. Happy.
Not. Happy. At. All.
I. Am. Depressed.
But. I. Will. Not. Falter.
I. Will. Smile.
I. Will. Cover. My. Wounds.
Today's the day for my first group presentation... in such a long time! I've always been the type of person to do things my own way, but then again, that doesn't work either.
So nervous! But, the good thing about this is, that once it's over and done with, it's over and done with. Period.
I am a/n:
girl. Yes!
reader.
writer.
artist. Artisan!
musician. Pianist!
singer.
couch potato.
procrastinator.
gamer.
internet surfer.
daydreamer.
otaku. Otakudom!
nerd. Or dork. Or geek.
doormat.
martyr.
mute. Am quiet!
perfectionist.
masochist.
loner.
student. In university!
sister.
daughter.
friend.
\\ family and friends - number one priority! \\
// watching films - watching television //
\\ listening to music - all types \\
* all types of rock *
* j-pop & j-rock *
* c-pop *
* k-pop *
* easy listening *
// writing fan-fiction - writing fiction \\
\\ reading - when I feel up to it on any given day \\
// sketch - drawing //
\\ the PSX2! \\
// daydreaming out of my mind! //
\\ japanese animation - japanimation - anime \\
* angelic layer *
* cardcaptor sakura *
* cowboy bebop *
* dragonball/z *
* fruits basket *
* full metal alchemist *
* fushigi yuugi *
* tsubasa chronicle *
* trigun *
* rurouni kenshin//samurai x *
* wolf's rain *
// manga - japanese comics //
* cardcaptor sakura *
* cardcaptor sakura: master of the clow *
* dragonball z *
* fruits basket *
* paradise door *
* samurai x *
* tsubasa reservoir chronicle *
\\ talking in front of huge crowds - am phobic! \\
// disrespecting people //
\\ hypocrites - i'd hate myself too! \\
// depression - it's just sad in more ways than one //
\\ resentment \\
// unnecessary dilemmas //
\\ being the middle guy in most things \\
// lonliness //
\\ outrageous lies \\
\\ wacom tablet \\
// tsubasa reservoir chronicle manga - am collecting //
\\ better sketching skills \\
// cardcaptor sakura manga //
\\ cardcaptor sakura: master of the clow manga ||
cannot find Volume 6! \\
// fruits basket manga - am collecting now //
\\ LOST DVD box set \\
// PSP! //
\\ PSX3!! \\
// Final Fantasy: Advent Children //
\\ Play Final Fantasy VII, Final Fantasy VIII, and Final Fantasy IX \\
// xxHolic manga //
\\ trigun manga \\
// wolf's rain manga //
\\ samurai x manga - am collecting now \\
Did you know:
i'm a real Kenny. Think South Park.
i have a rare disease.
i'm blind. Yes, I wear glasses and contact lenses.
i have no life. That's why I'm here! :)